in great need.

i don't know how i'm gunna make it through today. got 2 works, dance practice & an entire message to write from start to finish.

i'm speaking tomorrow for my last time at epic tomorrow. and to be honest, i'm not feeling too confident about it. the last time i spoke, it might've been one of the most discouraging experiences for me. and initially i was feeling pretty fearful of speaking again, but now i'm realizing that i'm past that...and moving into panic.

i'm drawing a BLANK. i think i know what i want to talk about, but i have yet to start it. i literally have nothing.

ironic that this week's topic is really going to have a lot to do with my emotional roller coaster of writing this message. GOD IS TRULY GOING TO HAVE TO CARRY ME THROUGH THIS ONE. dependency in its fullest is about to go down.


please pray for me. i'm really trying to keep my cool.