update from tumblr #2: all growed up. kind of.

today i had my second interview with prudential locations, a real estate agency out here. i’m hoping to get a marketing/production position, and get started on my career. WOAH, did i just say career? why, yes i did. (:
i feel so grown up lately. well, besides the fact that i need to bum rides off people WHEREVER i go. i never realized how tough it would be not having a car! few more weeks though, and then it’s allll mine. anyway, back to me being grown up!
it’s weird having to make all of these decisions and do most everything on my “own”. although i’m learning how to business, i have to give God mad props for just opening up SO many doors in my life.
coming off of project…i’m not gunna lie, i had MAJOR doubts about the decision i made to move here. i was thinking, why am i putting myself in this position? i’m going to be very very uncomfortable. will i even survive? i’m going to have to learn how to do everything on my own. people must think im crazy! (and i am) but then i am constantly being reminded of the great calling God put on my heart early last year. it was a call i could not refuse. and thus, here i am.
i’m not gunna lie though, it’s not always easy being here. i miss cali terribly. i miss my family, my friends, my church, my easy livin. i can’t even begin to tell you how amazing the people are back home that i left behind. i am truly blessed :) i miss you all ♥
but, as i’m maturing and growing older, i’m learning how to be obedient. and without a doubt in my mind, this is where i need to be right now. God is making that very clear. and the funny thing is that i’m actually following! haha. we’ll have to see where He takes me from here.
anyway, tonight i’m going with my friend to an advertising networking event. i’m pretty stoked to be given this opportunity! i’m excited to meet new people and just begin to dig into all the networking that goes with the advertising/marketing world. perhaps i’ll find that this kind of thing is my kind of thing? who knows. we’ll see.
tomorrow my cali roomie OLLIE comes out! i can’t be more stoked. we’re going to have so much fun. and then the 24th my other roomies, KRISTIN & JENN come out too! mini reunion up in hurr. can’t wait to show them around the island in which i now call home (: hopefully work won’t hinder me from going on too many adventures with them… haha. i know we’ll have a good time for sure though. just with that miss JAMIE & EUNICE were coming too! next time though, ya?
but yeah, things are goood here. couldn’t ask for more. GOD IS GOOD.