Friday, September 3, 2010

update from tumblr #3: feels like: defeated.

so over this car search thing..i just want my camry back :( first, had my heart set on this one..only to get completely let down (by no fault of the seller, but ya, it’s complicated) & now have to hunt for a car in the midst of starting work & having all my cali friends visiting. ive also had enough shady car people to last me for a long while. after yesterdays long and horrendous experience, i feel just about ready to throw in the towel. butttt, i can’t. because i just need a car that badly. it’s hard not knowing who to trust, how to do this, and even finding people to do this with me. i feel like i can’t even continue this search without a guy there with me. and then im just left feeling like a helpless little girl. and i hate that feeling. bah…
so frustrated with being so incredibly dependent on people & just not being able to get life started here for real. i never realized how much i took having a car for granted. but now, living all the way out in hawaii kai, starting work, & trying to just get around, i realize just how important it is to find one. but yea. ill stop complaining. my bad. im just having a really tough time. please pray. mahalo.

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